I’ll make this short and simple.

There’s this English band called The Rolling Stones. They have a song entitled “You can’t always get what you want”. And within the song, the lyrics goes:

No, you can’t always get what you want
But if you try sometime, you just might find
You get what you need

Lola, I know, in the last years of your life, I have not provided what you want – for us, the family, to be together always. I have been busy – to help provide what you need, the only way I know how, financially. The things is, I was wrong. Yes, I might have gave you comfort, but not happiness. The happiness you deserve.

Lola, Sorry. Thank you. Goodbye. I love you.